dimanche 17 mai 2015
samedi 16 mai 2015
vendredi 15 mai 2015
jeudi 14 mai 2015
L'homme à la voiture bleue - Sébastien Gendron
« Antoine a toujours détesté l’automne. Ses parents
n’ont pas bien fait les choses : il est né en novembre. »
« Encore cinquante interminables minutes avant
d’arriver. Antoine monte le volume de son lecteur MP3. L’intro de I’m feeling good de Muse envahit ses
oreilles. »
L’homme à la voiture bleue – Sébastien Gendron
Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki and His Years of Pilgrimage - Haruki Murakami
« The whole convergence was like a lucky but entirely
accidental chemical fusion, something that could only happen once. You might
gather the same materials and make identical preparations, but you would never
be able to duplicate the result. »
« Tazaki was the only last name that did not have a
color in its meaning. From the very beginning this fact made him feel a little
bit left out. »
« He never bragged about his grades, however, and
preferred to cautiously stay in the background, almost as if he were
embarrassed to be so smart. »
« Tsukuru could see that they genuinely loved it when
all five of them got together as a group. Like an equilateral pentagon, where
all sides are the same length, their group’s formation had to be composed of
five people exactly – any more or any less wouldn’t do. »
« He loved his friends, loved the sense of belonging he
felt when he was with them. »
« Her prominent cheekbones gave her an obstinate look,
and her nose was narrow and pointed, but there was something indefinably vital
and alive about her face that caught his eye. Her eyes were narrow, but when
she really looked at somthing they suddenly opened wide : two dark eyes,
never timid, brimming with curiosity.
He wasn’t normally conscious of it, but there was one part of
his body that was extremely sensitive, somewhere along his back. This soft,
subtle spot he couldn’t reach was usually covered by something, so that it was
invisible to the naked eye. But when, for whatever reason, that spot became
exposed and someone’s finger pressed down on it, something inside him would
stir. »
« He studied German and French ; he even went to
the language lab to practice English. He discovered to his surprise, that he
had a knack for learning languages. Yet he didn’t meet anyone he was drawn
to. »
« He never met anyone he felt like gettint to know
better, so he spent most of his time in Tokyo alone. On the plus side, he read
constantly, more than he ever had before. »
« And slowly he grew used to this new self, with all
its changes. It was like acquiring a new language, memorizing the
grammar. »
« Ideas are like beards. Men don’t have them until they
grow up. »
« Haida was a short but handsome young man. His face
was small and narrow, like an ancient Greek statue, but his facial features
were, if anything, classical, with a kind of intellgent and reserved look. He
wasn’t the type of pretty young boy who immediately grabbed people’s attention,
but one of whose graceful beauty only became apparent over time. »
« All five of them were already, at this point, thirty
years old – no longer the age when one dreamed of an ordered, harmonious
community of friends. »
"´Le mal du pays.' It´s French.
Usually it's translated as 'homesickness,' or 'melancholy.' If you put a finer
point on it, it's more like 'a groundless sadness called forth in a person's
heart by a pastoral landscape.' It's a hard expression to translate
accurately."
« People whose freedom is taken
away always end up hating somebody. Right ? I know I don’t want to live
like that. »
« Usually he wasn’t much of a
talker, but something about talking with this younger man stimulated his mind,
and sometimes the words just flowed. »
« Each individual has their own
unique color, which shines faintly around the contours of their body. Like a
halo. Or a backlight. I’m able to see those colors clearly. »
« Maybe I am fated to always be
alone, Tsukuru found himself thinking. »
« Words don’t come out when you’re
hurt that deeply. »
« You look sort of – I don’t know
– gaunt and fearless-looking. You have these sunken cheeks, piercing eyes. Back
then you had a rounder, softer kind of face. »
« Beautiful features, always
immaculately dressed, the kind of woman that makes a great impression. Their
hair is always nicely curled. They major in French literature at expensive
private women’s colleges, and after graduation find jobs as receptionists or
secretaries. They work for a few years, visit Paris for shopping once a year
with their girl-friends. They finally catch the eye of a promising young man in
the company, or else are formally introduced to one, and quit work to get
married. Then they devote themselves to getting their children into famous
private schools. As he sat there, Tsukuru pondered the kind of lives they
led. »
« The four of us who stayed behind
weren’t brave enough to venture out like you did. We were afraid of leaving the
town we were brought up in, and saying goodbye to such close friends. »
« Vacations and friends are the
two best things in life. »
« Some things in life are too
complicated to explain in any language. »
« Seeing her now, the true weight
of sixteen years of time struck him with a sudden intensity. There are some
things, he concluded, that can only be expressed through a woman’s form. »
« Before long, she developed a
severe eating disorder. She vomited up almost everything she ate, and gave
herself enemas to get rid of the rest. »
« She wanted to stop having
periods, Eri said. Extreme weight loss stops you from having periods. That’s
what she was hoping for. She didn’t want to ever get pregnant again, and
probably didn’t want to be a woman anymore. She wanted, if possible, to have
her womb removed. »
« One day I looked around me and
realized I was fading. »
« And no matter how much I tried
to help her, I couldn’t stop her retreat from reality. It was awful for me.
If I’d stayed in Nagoya, I think my mind
would have started to go, too. »
« Don’t let the bad elves get
you. »
« For a sicence type, you
certainly can get pretty passionate. »
« Everyone was boarding a night
train, heading to a far-off destination. Tsukuru envied them. At least they had
a place they needed to go. »
Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki and His Years
of Pilgrimage – Haruki Murakami
mardi 12 mai 2015
And the Mountains Echoed - Khaled Hosseini
« Once upon a time, in the days when divs and jinns and
giants roamed the land, there lived a farmer named Baba Ayub. »
« Qais, who was three years old. Qais was a little boy
with dark blue eyes. He charmed anyone who met him with his devilish
laughter. »
« The sleepwalking stopped after a time, but Qais grew
attached to the bell and refused to part with it. »
« A finger had to bec ut, to save the hand. »
«Have you ? it said in a voice thick as thunder. »
« I must say your courage rouses in me a surge of
admiration. »
« The div pulled the curtains open. Behind it was a
glass window. Through the window, Baba Ayub looked down on an enormous garden.
Lines of cypress trees bordered the garden, the ground at their base filled
with flowers of all colors. There were pools made of bluet iles, and marble
terraces, and lush green lawns. Baba Ayub saw beautifully sculpted hedges and
water fountains gurgling in the shade of pomegranate trees. In three lifetimes
he could not have imagined a place so beautiful. »
« Someday, when he is a man, hem ay choose to leave,
and he shall be free to do so. I suspect he will touch many lives with his
kindness and bring happiness to those trapped in sorrow. »
« When you have lived as long as I have, the div
replied, you find that cruelty and benevolence are but shades of the same
color. Have you made your choice ? »
« From the bed of the wagon, Pari’s hand quickly
slipped into Abdullah’s. She was looking up at him, her eyes liquid, and she
was smiling her gap-toothed smile like no bad thing would ever befall her so
long as he stood at her side. He closed his fingers around her hand, he way he
did each night when he and his little sister slept in their cot, their skulls
touching, their legs tangled. »
« They traded furtive happy glances, brother and
sister, but saud little for fear of souring Father’s mood and spoiling their
good fortune. »
« Inside the box were all of the feathers that Pari
collected. They were her most cherished belongings. »
« It was for Pari that Shuja lost all composure. His
love for her was vast and unclouded. She was his universe. »
« The oak towered over everything in Shadbagh and was
the oldest living thing in the village. »
« This was his purpose, he believed, the reason God had
made him, so he would be there to take care of Pari when He took away their
mother. »
« Everything in the room was polished, free of dust.
Abdullah had never in his life been so conscious of his own dirtiness. »
« If Masooma glanced in their direction, they looked
idiotically privileged. They imagined they had shared a moment with her. She
interrupted conversations midsentence, smokers mid-drag. She was the trembler
of knees, the spiller of teacups. »
« A story is like a moving train : no matter where
you hop onboard, you are bound to reach your destination sooner or
later. »
« Not that it absolves me, but I was a young man, Mr.
Markos, eager to take on the world, full of dreams, modest and vague as they
may have been, and I pictured my youth ebbing away, my prospects increasingly
truncated. So I left. To help provide for my sisters, yes, that is true. But
also to escape. »
« I was dying a thousand deaths inside. »
« But one thing he always told us was this : that
if you look at any Muslim’s palm, no matter where in the world, you will see
something quite astonishing. They all have the same lines. Meaning what ?
Meaning that the lines on a Muslim’s left hand make the Arabic number
eighty-one, and the ones on the right the number eighteen. Substract eighteen
from eighty-one and what do you get ? You get sixty-three. The Prophet’s
age when he died, peace be upon him. »
« I went to bed that night feeling like I was perhaps
more than ordinary myself. This was the effect she had on me. »
« She usually did most of the talking, which suited me
well ; I was happy enough to be the vessel into which she poured her
stories. »
« And she’s been given the perfect name : Pari.
She is indeed as beauiful as a fairy. »
« He had all the furniture in Pari’s room painted
yellow since he had discovered this was her favorite color. »
« He offered to accompany her to the hospital, but in a
perfunctory way. It was a mere formality. »
« She does remember Julien saying, ‘Pari-like the
city ?’ And from Maman the familiar reply, ‘No, without the s. It means
‘fairy’ in Farsi. »
« For instance, in Provence two yers earlier when Pari
had seen a massive oak tree outisde a farmhouse. Another time at the Jardin des
Tuileries when she had watched a young mother pull her son in a little red
Radio Flyer Wagon. Pari didn’t understand. She read a story once about a
middle-aged Turkish man who had suddenly slipped into a deep depression when
the twin brother he never knew existed had suffered a fatal heart attack while
on a canoe excursion in the Amazon rain forest. It was the closest anyone had
ever come to articulating what she felt. »
« Creating means vandalizing the lives of other people,
turning them into unwilling participants. You steal their desires, their
dreams, pocket thei flaws, their suffering. You take what does not belong to
you. You do this knowingly. »
« By the time the Berlin Wall comes down so have the
walls in her academic life, and she has slowly won over most of her colleagues
with her sensible demeanor and disarming sociability. »
« the Aegean, blue and calm in the summer morning,
white-capped in the afternoon when the meltemi winds blew in from the
north. »
« Madaline was one of those people to whom elegance
came effortlessly as though it were a genetic skill, like the ability to curl
your tongue into the shape of a tube. With Madaline, there was never a lull in
the conversation ; stories just trilled out of her. One morning she told
us about her travels – to Ankara, for instance, where she had strolled the
banks of theEnguri Su and sipped green tea laced with raki, or the time she and
Mr. Gianakos had gone to Kenya and ridden the backs of elephants among thorny
acacias and even sat down to eat cornmeal mush and coconut rice with the local
villagers. »
« Madaline said that in Ankara she had gone to a place
called Kugulu Park and watched swans gliding in the water. She said the water
was dazzling. »
« Thalia and I were upstairs, playing a game of
tavli »
« Beauty is an enormous, unmerited gift given rndomly,
stupidly. »
« If I’ve learned anything in Kabul, it is that human
behaviour is messy and unpredicable and unconcerned with convenient symmetries.
But I find comfort in it, in the idea of a pattern, of a narrative of my life
taking shape, like a photograph in a darkroom, a story that slowly emerges and
affirms the good I have always wanted to see in myself. It sustains me, this
story. »
« He said that if culture was a house, then language
was the key to the front door, to all the rooms inside. Without it, he said you
ended up wayward, without a proper home or legitimate identity. »
« she has summoned her lost brother with this magic
chant like a genie in a fairy tale. »
« Being alone with her on those weekend getaways was
like curling up into a soft cloud. »
« Another nursery rhyme. This one about the bridge in
Avignon. »
« It strikes the gray-metal-colored Rhône broadside and
breaks on its surface into little shards of brightness. ‘Every French child
knows this song.’ »
And the Mountains Echoed – Khaled Hosseini
vendredi 1 mai 2015
The Library of Unrequited Love - Sophie Divry
« Nobody sees me, that’s my problem. »
« Dewey is the Mendeleev of librarians. »
« To know your way round a library is to master the
whole of culture, i.e. the whole world. »
« Nowadays I don’t go on holiday, not even weekends, I
can’t stand leisure. »
« Oh, don’t think I’m complaining. I like my job. Well,
O.K., I confess, when began studying, I
did’nt mean to become a librarian. I wanted to be a secondary school teacher,
but I failed the teaching diploma. »
« So men, no, that’s all over. Love, for me, is
something I find in books. I read a lot, it’s comforting. You’re never alone if
you live surrounded by books. They lift my spirit. The main thing is to be
uplifted. »
« To appeal to me, a man can ve shorter than me or
taller, richer or poorer, older or younger, nothing’s an obstacle, I’m
open-minded, you see. But he has to be more intelligent. An he has to be
clean-shaven, no stubble, I hate scruffy people. »
« Then I realized it was the back of his neck that had
captivated me, right from the start. Because is there anything more fascinating
about a person than a beautiful neck seen from behind ? The back of the
neck is a promise, summing up the whole person through their most intimate
feature. Yes, intimate. It’s the part of your body you can never see
yourself. »
« Well, it’s not really physical, no, he’s very polite,
and I like that side of him too, but, well, he just seems…very intelligent.
That’s it. And exactly the kind of intelligence that I appreciate. Someone who
spends his time reading books, taking notes from books, selecting books, and
all that so as to write another book, it’s really admirable. »
« That’s what sofas are for : sit down, drink a
cup of tea, talk about literature. »
« Well, isn’t an American a European who missed the
boat home ? »
« I like men who are more intelligent than me, but the
idea that they might think me stupid paralyses me. »
« What kind of literature is going to be produced in a
society where there are no wars or epidemics or revolutions ? I’ll tell
you what : badly written novels about nice girls and boys falling in love,
who make each other suffer without meaning to, and spend all their time crying
and saying they’re sorry. Ridiculous. »
« People apologize too much, everyone’s afraid of
giving offence and it leads to literature being written for babies. »
« I’m one of those who think that it ought to be a sign
of recognition for a book to be bought by a library. A distinction. »
« Because culture isn’t the same as pleasure. Culture
calls for a permanent effort by the individual to escape the vile condition of
an under-civilized primate. »
« Not speaking when you’re in a group is unnatural, but
it’s part of learning to be civilized. »
« People can be lonely, terribly lonely. Reading’s an
excuse. A pretext. What they’re looking for here is something to hang on to. If
you don’t believe me, how come you don’t even want to go home at night ?
Who would come and shut themselves up in this basement if they were of sound
mind ? Yes, go on, admit it, you’re a bit borderline yourself. Well,
anyway, libraries do attract mad people. Especially in summer. Of course, if
you closed the libraries during the summer holidays, you wouldn’t see them. No
more lunatics, poor people, children on their own, students who’ve failed their
exams, no more little old chaps, no more culture and no more humanity. »
« Nothing is sadder than an empty library. »
« But really that’s all I do want, to be asked a
question, to be disturbed, just a bit. »
« Book and reader, if they meet up at the right moment
in a person’s life, it can make sparks fly, set you alight, change your life.
It can, I promise you. »
« When your family’s abandoned you, you haven’t got any
friends, you think you’re rubbish, worthless, nothing, books are a great help.
Just think about it : what can make human beings suffer more than awarenes
of their limits ? I don’t mean fear of death, I mean our suffering at
realizing our intelligence is limited. But when we go into a library and look
at all those bookcases stretching into the distance, what descends on our soul,
if not grace ? Spiritually, we cana t last fill the terrible emptiness
that makes us just worms creeping on this earth. Those endless bookshelves
reflect back to us an ideal image, the image of the full range of the human
mind. »
« In fact, the library is the place where the greatest
solidarity between humans takes place. »
« Life isn’t pre-programmed like a washing machine. »
« Yes, like Mummy, the library gives you a magic kiss
and everything’s better. »
« On the contrary, you need knidness, more kindness,
always more kindness. I see them come in here, the young kids from technical
college, apprentices, the children who need study support. »
« When you’ve always been useless at school, thousands
of books all gathered together in one place are scary, humiliating, for a man they’re
castrating – well, that’s by the by. »
« But writing is a sexual activity. »
The Library of Unrequited Love – Sophie Divry
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